hey.
You ever feel empty? You ever feel empty at heart? Ever feel like no one is dedicated to your friendship with someone even though your ready to give your entire life for someone's love and friendship and respect? Ever feel like all your female friends are never there for people and only stay for the vibes? And then you fall for your guy best friend but then realize that he clearly doesn't like you and he has new, better friends and their new friends are all that seem important to him? Even though there was a time when that same person, your guy best friend would talk to you all day and barely make time for their own friends? He would talk to you so sweetly that your heart would stay warm for the entire week? He made you believe that NO ONE can make you feels so ethereal? But now he throws all those vibes away just because he's in a different class and know your drowning in your own delusional thinking that your not enough because no one has ever accepted you. You're bleaching all your positivity and mindset with the one thought - that you’re not enough. All because of that one guy best friend. Its just a phase, isn't it? Or is it...
Anyways! This is the aim of the new series/novel that I may or may not be writing, how's this for an intro? Have fun yall. Don't overthink life.
Ufff this got deep very fast ...
ReplyDeleteI can relate to you except this time its a female friend , im not saying she cant have other friends but i just feel left out sometimes when she is talking to her other friend(s) and i just wish she noticed ....
ReplyDeleteHaaaa same I get it too I used to "date" my guy best friend but later we found that we were better as best friends rather than partners (my parents didn't know about the relationship)
ReplyDeleteOh. My. Goodness, what??!
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